Please help me. I've spent a lifetime (22 years) doing what I learned in Psych 113A is called sublimating, in order to do what I learned in Soc 331 is called fitting in, in order do do what I learned in some old TV movie is called "going along to get along", so as to do what I learned from death is called staying alive.

But recently I learned the hard way that not only is the so-called economy a ponzi scheme based on the lie of "value", but so is everything else from art to science to social conventions and beliefs in general. All fucking lies that, as long as everybody believes them or acts like they believe them, then everything is sorta OK, except, of course, it's all a lie.

But under these circumstances, as I learned the other day when I accidentally so much as cracked a smile, if you even so much as crack a smile at the wrong time, the whole system of lies crumbles into powder and nothingness, just as the economy is presently crumbling into powder and nothingness at the revelation that 90% of what has been called "value" has all been, ha ha, you know, just ze little joke. Ha Ha. So Riki, whether I've made myself clear or not, I know YOU understand what I'm saying and I know you won't just palliate me with words like all those other 6.5 billion douchebags out there are doing -- you will SHOW ME SOLUTIONS!

Thanks again, Riki. I know you will come through for me, as you come through against all that is fucked. And also say hi to Takashi for me. SOL
UTIO
NS! Title: Deadly Outlaw: Rekka
 (Jitsuroku Ando Noboru
   kyodo-den: Rekka)
Date: 2002
Time: 96 minutes
Director: Takashi Miike
Cast:
Riki Takeuchi
Ryôsuke Miki
Kenichi Endo
Mika Katsumura
Sonny Chiba
Yuya Uchida
Tetsuro Tamba

ACID

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   3.7.09
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   3.5.09
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    3.3.09
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