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I served 3 months in prison, and then was released on the easy kind of parole where, to stay clean, you just had to call up and tell your parole officer, a few hours in advance, if you were gonna go out and kill more than one person at a time, that day.
Now that I was out, I sat down and looked inside myself, and searched deep through my soul and my past. I meditated into my genome, and moved through it slowly, a nucleotide at a time, projecting the consequence of each through the |
whole history of the cosmos, so that when I came out the tail end, it was with a powerful new commitment -- to violating and invalidating all meaning and all past moments. After that, I woke up fresh and alert each morning, and began each day with the absolute certainty and total self-confidence that tomorrow would definitely be the first day of the rest of my life. But, meanwhile, FUCK TODAY!
Then I stole a car and went joy-riding around Turkey-o and stopped off briefly at the party, only because I'd promised everybody, earlier in
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